CUTI, mase utk moody..pfffttt

WARNING: jgn membaca dgn nada serius.. sekadar luahan si bisu yg tak mampu meluahkan perasaan dgn brsuara. tiade kene mengena dgn hidup korg. ahaha

hi semua, lama dah tak buat entri. tapi takpe.bukan ramai yg follow so tak kisah la ber update atau tak..kan? kan?? chuwweehhh

harini dah hari ke4 cuti sem.. plan igt nak wat esaimen, projek paper bagai..hmphhh, mmg tggl harapan je la. ari ni just nak bg laporan aktiviti aku snjg 4 hari percutian yg membosankan nih.

hari 1(sabtu)- pi shopping kat masjid jamek ngn member aku, Kinah, smpi ptg,lepas tu balik Tg malim, gi shopping pasar malam pule..balik makan sampai perut rase nak pecah.. hari ni mcm best je psl aku rase happy dpt shopping n mkn sdap..

hari 2 (hari ahad)- tak pegi mane2.. just pi kdai mak aku,  balik umah, tgk tv, fb, on9 shopping pastu main2 dgn my sister's hair. dia nak rmbut curl natural. so we use paper bag n make curls with her damp hair.. hasilnye mmg memberangsangkan :). aku pun buat gak tapi efek kat rmbut aku mmg sgt buruk okkey!!!chiss.. malam takde wat ape..on9 aje...bosan2,tdo....

hari 3(isnin la)-  bz sket..kerja jd driver hari ni. pagi2 pegi pekan dgn my sis utk byr bil,sewa, g bli ubat2an sket dan ptg aku hntr mak bpk aku pi high-tea dgn Dato Seri Anwar Ibrahim :P. malam dtg angin moody puler. puncenya ade org yg bodoh buat aku sakit hati. bodoh betul dia tu. bodoh. bodoh. bodoh. tak sedar diri. pfffttt. kalu dpt depan mata mmg kna penumbuk sedas dr aku.geramm!!!

hari 4( today)- bgun pagi sbb atuk kejut. aku saje tanak bangun buat derk je. atuk aku panggil kluar bilik pun aku tak kuar. ckp la aku cucu jahat tapi tak kisah kot.. sakit hati malam tadi tak habis lagi so aku takde mood nak buat ape2 hari ni. apetah lagi nak melayan kerenah atuk aku nih. tak kuasa. jgn tny knape tapi aku ade reason sndri knape aku bersikap cmni.

hari 5 (esok) aku nak buat sesuatu yg best.. mungkin lari dr rumah adelah idea yg baik :)



arghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tension !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmph..selesai melepas geram dan merapu.

tata.

best kan lagu ni~~~

TAKE MY HEART-SOKO

You can take my heart for a walk on the beach

You can take my heart for a little trip

You can take my heart very close to your heart

You can take my heart forever if you like

But not every heart belongs to any other

You and I

You and I are meant to be

I'm the one for you, You're the one for me

You love me as much as I do

When you look at me and we're skin to skin

I want you so

Please come in

And you love me more and more

And my love grows up with you

And you kiss me more and more

And I kiss you, too

And I kiss you, too

If I take your heart, I will cherish it every day

If I take your heart, I will heal these old wounds

If I take your heart, it's to make it happy

If I take your heart, it's forever close to mine

But not every heart belongs to any other

You and I

You and I are meant to be

I'm the one for you, You're the one for me

You love me as much as I do

When you look at me and we're skin to skin

I want you so

Please come in

And you love me more and more

And my love grows up with you

And you kiss me more and more

And I kiss you, too

And I kiss you, too

I don't care, I don't care

If I'm again carried away

If you swear, if you swear

To give me your heart in return

To give me your heart in return

I don't care, I don't care

If I'm again carried away

If you swear, if you swear

To give me your heart in return

To give me your heart in return

 

 

to the persons who took my heart, with love,

sepatutnya...

sepatutnya hari ni, mengikut plan asal aku akan start study, tapi lain pulak perginye.

sepatutnya, aku dah patut kna habis study sbb 9hb ni da nak exam, paper environmental law. tapi yg peliknya aku sbnarnya tak start pun lagi..huaaaaaa

sepatutnya, aku mesti bangun awal hari ni sbb nak study, plan asal nak strt study pkul 8..tp smpi la ni pkul 12 pun tak study lagi *ketuk kpala sendri,dush3*

sepatutnya, aku kena merajinkan diri dan membuka buku environmental law dan strt study, bukan bukak mukabuku dan ber-blog...

haishhh.....

sepatutnya, aku bertanya pada diri sendiri, adakah aku sudah melakukan ape yg sepatutnya aku lakukan hari ni.....

sekarang aku rasa aku dah tau ape yg sepatutnya aku buat..ZZZzzzZzzz

p/s: aKu mmg malas STUDY

Craig David - Rise & Fall (Studio Version)

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,

And it seems as though the writings on the wall,

Superstar you finally made it,

But once your picture becomes tainted,

It's what they call,

The rise and fall

I always said that I was gonna make it,

Now it's plain for everyone to see,

But this game I'm in don't take no prisoners,

Just casualties,

I know that everything is gonna change,

Even the friends I knew before me go,

But this dream is the life I've been searching for,

Started believing that I was the greatest,

My life was never gonna be the same,

Cause with the money came a different status,

That's when things change,

Now I'm too concerned with all the things I own,

Blinded by all the pretty girls I see,

I'm beginning to lose my integrity

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,

And it seems as though the writings on the wall,

Superstar you finally made it,

But once your picture becomes tainted,

It's what they call,

The rise and fall

I never used to be a troublemaker,

Now I don't even wanna please the fans,

No autographs,

No interviews,

No pictures,

And less demands,

Given advice that was clearly wrong,

The type that seems to make me feel so right,

But some things you may find can take over your life,

Burnt all my bridges now I've run out of places,

And there's nowhere left for me to turn,

Been caught in comprimising situations,

I should have learnt,

From all those times I didn't walk away,

When I knew that it was best to go,

Is it too late to show you the shape of my heart,

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,

And it seems as though the writings on the wall,

Superstar you finally made it,

But once your picture becomes tainted,

It's what they call,

The rise and fall

Now I know,

I made mistakes,

Think I don't care,

But you don't realise what this means to me,

So let me have,

Just one more chance,

I'm not the man I used to be,

Used to beeeeeeeeeee

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,

And it seems as though the writings on the wall,

Superstar you finally made it,

But once your picture becomes tainted,

It's what they call,

the rise and fall..

if i can stop...

 

 

IF I can stop one heart from breaking, 

I shall not live in vain;
If I can ease one life the aching,
Or cool one pain,
Or help one fainting robin
Unto his nest again,
I shall not live in vain. 

 

truthfully,

 

happy birthday dear..(21st August)

JUST FOR YOU.....
 
I’m wishing you another year
Of laughter, joy and fun,
Surprises, love and happiness,
And when your birthday’s done,I hope you feel deep in your heart,
As your birthdays come and go,
How very much you mean to me,
More than you can know.  p/s: happy birthday 23rd ILY always..

  SINCERELY,

 

aku bengang..padahal???

"sakit betul hati aku" 

"tak puas hati la"

"tension!!!" 

"aku bosan" 

"menyampah!!"

tiap2 hari mesti aku sebut ayat2 tu. kalu tak dgn seseorang, tgh duk sorg2 pun aku ckp gak. smpi aku sndri da bosan ckp benda yg sama evryday. bosan tau tak?? bosannn!! 

semua ni slh diri sendri gak sbnanya. ko yg menyusahkan diri sndri siapa suruh?? pdn muka!! org nasihat suh ko pikir panjang2 tapi ko tanak,degil..nah hambik, skg dah susah, ko tanggung sendri. siapa suh buat keputusan membabi buta??

kesimpulannya.. jiwa aku kacau.. aku bengang.. padahall?? zarazas..

p/s: aku nak sgt2 duduk rumah yang aman damai..huhuuhu

yg benar,

aKu laaA